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[takecourage]

Sometimes, Alex pays the nanny to stay at either Black Elm or the apartment in town with Edie so that she can get stoned. She gets stoned because it takes the edge off, and it stops her being tempted by other, worse things. Tonight, she's at Black Elm, stretched out on the sofa in the sunroom with the french windows open to the night, her weed pen between her fingers. Her phone buzzes between her tits. It's a text from Lee, asking if she's busy.

sure. You want to get stoned and make out? I'll show you my ballroom.

She sends him a pin for Black Elm's location and a selfie.

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[atehimrightup]

“I was in charge of him so I take credit for that one, too,” Lee jokes as he catches his breath. It takes him a moment to process what she said, and how Lee didn’t deny it at all.

“Oh, you bitch,” he says with a laugh, rolling onto his side and pushing playfully at her shoulder. Eventually he does go a little quieter, a little thoughtful.

“I didn’t know he could still be my boyfriend if we were fucking other people,” he admits. Maybe it’s weird to talk with her about his relationship with the evidence of her orgasm still cooling on his thighs, but it doesn’t feel weird. She just feels like his friend, and it’s just another thing that points out how different things are with George. “I don’t know much about any of this stuff.”

He stopped feeling like just a friend awhile ago, and Lee never even noticed it happening.

[takecourage]

"I think it works however you want it to work," says Alex. She'd fucked all kinds of people when she was with Len, but it had always been transactional, and never really her choice. She couldn't have conceived the idea of fucking anyone else while she was with Darlington; he'd been all she'd ever wanted. "You're clearly into each other, so I don't see any point in fighting it."

[atehimrightup]

“You’ve barely met George,” he points out, because Alex has only interacted with George while collared. Yeah, that’s George, but only one small part.

“I’m not sure if that’s what he wants. I don’t want to make it weird.” He shrugs and reaches out to trace one of the snakes on her hip. “Things are good how they are. We’re good.”

He’s off fucking some other girl, and Lee’s here doing the same. But they’ll see each other tomorrow.

“Anyway, I’m glad I could make you come,” he says sincerely, and his smile is more pleased than smug. “Really. I like getting people off. It feels good for me.”

[takecourage]

Even with the collar, it had been pretty clear to Alex that George is deeply into Lee. Still, she doesn't push the issue.

"Oh, okay," she says, smiling as he traces the lines of her tattoo. "You're a pleasure top. Cute."

[atehimrightup]

“Jesus Christ, does everything have a name?” Lee asks with a bright laugh, sliding his hand across the soft plane of her stomach.

“I hadn’t even heard of bisexuality until I got here,” he admits. “Kentucky in the 80s wasn’t the best place for queer sex ed.”

[takecourage]

"Pretty much," says Alex, shifting, letting him touch her however he wants. She's realising how much she's missed casual touch. "People love a label." She strokes her fingers along the sharp line of his jaw, noting the bite mark.

"That was good, though. How you just were. I was into it." She grins. "Clearly."

[atehimrightup]

“Not all people,” Lee grumbles, because he doesn’t really feel the need to try and label himself. He gets why some people need them, but to him they feel like of confining. He’s not always one thing or another. And neither is George. It’s one of the reasons they work so well.

Alex’s fingers move across his face, drifting toward his scar, and Lee goes just a little tense. He wonders what she thinks about it, if she assumes he got these bite marks from some bad sexual encounter. That’d be easier to explain, probably.

“I did get that impression,” he teases warmly, sliding his hand up over one of her tits, playing with the jewelry in her nipple idly. “Do you have other stuff you want to do?”

He smirks and slides his hand up between her tits, over her sternum. “I’m having an awakening. I am sexual clay. Mold me.”

[takecourage]

Alex laughs at that. She hasn't felt this light in a long time. It's kind of nice.

"I should be saying that to you," she teases. "I'm easy. Feel free to experiment?" She stretches. "Make me come like that every time and I'll do most things."

[atehimrightup]

“Of course I will. I’m a pleasure top, after all,” Lee teases, watching appreciatively as she stretches and gliding his hand over her ribs, up between her tits.

“I don’t even know, honestly,” he admits, plucking at her nipple again. He can’t help but to think about how much he’s looking forward to George’s being healed. They’re like forbidden fruit. “Before you two, all the sex I had was pretty basic. It was all just quick hookups while I was on the road. Truck stops and shit. I rarely had sex in a bed.”

He feels a little dumb, but he feels like he can admit his insecurities to Alex and she’ll be cool about it. The little ones, at least. “Sometimes I just feel— I dunno. You guys have so much experience and sometimes I worry I might get boring because there’s so much I don’t know.”

[takecourage]

"I'd pretty much never had good sex that I enjoyed until I got here," she says. Maybe with Hellie, but she tries not to think about that.

"And, honestly, if you make me come like that every time, I'm never getting bored." She reaches up, brushing a dark curl back from his face. "You must have fantasies? Things you wish you'd had a chance to try with a girl but it never happened?"

[atehimrightup]

“I don’t think I really did either,” Lee admits, relieved to find that she understands. “I thought I was. But I was just— I dunno, taking care of needs.”

Alex touched his face, naked and buxom and offering up her body to satisfy Lee’s fantasies and it should feel like something out of a dream, but he’s a little embarrassed when he can’t really think of anything at all.

“I was always so focused on staying alive,” Lee admits, touching her arm and pressing a kiss to the inside of her wrist. “I guess I never really thought about it.”

He laughs again, lighter this time. “I’m just happy to be here.”

[takecourage]

"I'm happy that you're here, too, man." This might be the lightest she's felt since Darlington was here. She doesn't have romantic feelings for Lee, but she likes him a lot and the sex is good and fun and that? Goes a hell of a long way.

"Hmmm." She sits up, shifting so that she can straddle his hips. "Guess we're just going to have to experiment, then."

[atehimrightup]

“Incredibly happy to be here,” Lee says as Alex climbs on top of him, putting his hands on her thighs and staring blatantly at her tits for a moment before looking up at her face.

“Oh no. That sounds awful,” he says flatly, reaching up to grab at her breasts, framing her nipples between his knuckles enough to catch and tug gently at the barbells.

“These are great, by the way,” he tells her, finding himself truly delighted to be in this situation. He’s never really spent time with a woman like this, and it’s just— easy. He feels lucky. “Just a truly stellar set.”

[takecourage]

"The tits or the piercings?" she says. "Either way, thank you, I guess? I've put weight on since I got here. Filled out." It's amazing what not having to fight to stay alive constantly will do for you.

She makes a soft, thoughtful sound, looking down at Lee as he fondles her tits. "What am I going to do with you?" She scratches her nails lightly against his skin. "You could spank me, if you like. Anywhere you like. Or I could be in charge for a while. I know I can't fuck you in the ass, but I bet I could still have some fun."

[atehimrightup]

“I was referring to the tits, but it’s all very nice,” he says with a grin, sliding his hands down to her hips and squeezing. “It’s good. You look healthy.”

He realizes after it comes out that it might come across as patronizing, but he means it as a genuine compliment. It’s good that she’s healthy and strong and can take care of herself and her kid.

“I’ve actually done the same, if you can believe it,” he admits with a look that hopefully conveys that he understands.

“Mm, I bet you’d like that,” Lee says with a grin, and he huffs out an amused breath. “Maybe later,” he says noncommittally. And then, because he sort of feels like Alex might get it. “Me and George were fucking for a long time before I let him top me.”

He looks a little bashful, like he’s overshared, and laughs again. “You and I seem to be similar flavors of fucked up so it’s probably no surprise to you that I have trust issues. I think that’s part of why it took so long. Well, that and his cock’s so big that it actually made me a little nervous, but that was only a small part of it that I would never admit to in front of him.”

Again, he’s sure George wouldn’t mind being discussed in such a way. Hopefully his ears are burning, wherever he is.

[takecourage]

"Same with me and Danny," she says. "It took us a while to find out groove, but he always let me call the shots." She remembers him going down into his knees in that hotel room in Kagura and her face heats, just a little.

She snorts at that.

"Also the same with Danny, actually." Darlington, unlike George, would have hated being discussed like this, but he's also not around, so Alex finds it very hard to give a shit.

"How about..." She says, half teasing. "I break out the baby oil and you can put it between my tits. Since you're such a fan."

[atehimrightup]

“We switch a lot. I like it like that,” Lee tells her, and it never occurs to him how strange it is for him to be talking about George so much in this current situation.

Her suggestion makes his eyes go wide and he laughs so hard he has to toss his head back a little.

“No shit, I almost said that before,” Lee says with a grin. “But it seemed pretty lame for a fantasy.”

[takecourage]

"Not lame. A little predictable, but not everything has to be elaborate to be super hot."

Her and Danny had played in this room enough times that she's pretty sure everything they need is still in the bedside drawer. Still astride Lee's hips, she leans, rummaging until she comes up with a bottle of oil. "You want to get me slippery, or do you want to watch while I do it?"

[atehimrightup]

“Hey, I’m playing catch up,” Lee says with a chuckle. “Just assume that I’ve missed out on a lot of the greatest hits.”

His hands go to her thighs and his brain sort of freezes up at the question, because how can he possibly decide?

“I want to watch you do it,” he finally says, smiling up at her as he reaches back to link his hands behind his head. “Maybe you could show me a little of one of your routines.”

[takecourage]

"Oh, you want a lap dance," says Alex, grinning as she flips the cap on the oil and squeezes some into her palm. She sets the bottle aside and rubs her palms together before she cups her tits, pushing them together, her hips rolling rhythmically as she starts to touch herself.

"The greatest hits. Right. So after this, we could..." She pretends to think about it while she rolls her nipples between slick fingers, her skin shining. "See if you can concrete with your tongue in my cunt while I've got your cock in my mouth? Or you could fuck me in the ass." She raises her eyebrows. "Both?"

[atehimrightup]

“Yeah,” he nods and stares up at her, clenching his toes to keep from rocking his hips up against her just yet. Her hands slide over her tits, making them shine and bounce, and for a moment Lee feels like the teenage boy that he never really got to be. Like he’s seeing tits up close for the first time.

“I haven’t done either of those,” Lee says almost distractedly, then gives Alex a look before she can say anything. “With a girl, I mean.”

“Can I put my tongue in your cunt and your ass?” He asks cheekily, mouth falling open as she rolls her hips and oils herself up for him. Unreal.

[takecourage]

"Sure you can," says Alex, shifting downwards now so that she can free his cock, settling on her knees between his spread thighs. "You'll probably want to stand up for this bit," she says. "It'll make access easier."

[atehimrightup]

“Okay.” Lee nods agreeably and moves to stand on the side of the bed, leaning his thighs against it as he keeps his eyes on Alex. The snakes on her hips shine in the dim light, and Lee is enthralled.

“Like this?” He asks, reaching down to curl his hand loosely around his cock. “Put me where you want me.”

[takecourage]

"Like that," says Alex, shifting her position, shuffling forward on her knees until she's in the right position to cup her tits and press Lee's hard cock between them.

"How does that feel?"

[atehimrightup]

“Jesus.” Lee swallows hard and sways forward a bit, staring as the head of his cock peeks out from between her tits. It doesn’t feel as good as her cunt or her mouth, of course, but there’s something thrilling about it all the same.

He can’t imagine that it’s something he’d want all the time, but it feels like checking something off of some immature bucket list that he didn’t even know he had.

“Another thing I only thought happened in porn,” he admits with a rough chuckle, sweeping Alex’s hair back from her face as he rocks his hips a little, fucking the tight channel between her breasts. It’s slick and warm and Lee groans, gathering all of Alex’s hair and winding it around his fist, not pulling but simply hanging on.