"It was like... Too big? Like, okay, so." He adjusts them a little, like he's settling in to really tell a story and they both need to be comfortable. "I'm a big dude, right? Well, as a girl, I'm still really tall, but not this tall. And I had, like, a fucking fraction of the muscle mass. So my whole body was just smaller. And it's like my ability didn't also shrink to fit the new body. It was still meant for this body."
He has no idea if he's making sense, at all, but now that he's talking about it, he's finding it difficult to stop.
"And, like, all of the emotion that poured in from other people made me feel like a, like a fucking balloon with too much air, y'know? I felt like I was going to burst apart from it all."
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Date: 2020-01-18 09:47 am (UTC)He has no idea if he's making sense, at all, but now that he's talking about it, he's finding it difficult to stop.
"And, like, all of the emotion that poured in from other people made me feel like a, like a fucking balloon with too much air, y'know? I felt like I was going to burst apart from it all."