"I never even told my mom what was happening," she says. "I didn't think she'd believe me." Her jaw tightens. "When I was thirteen it...I..." She's never told anyone but Darlington this, and it sticks in her throat for a minute. "I was raped. By a grey? Kind of. I don't...I think it counts." She scrubs her hand over her face. "Can we get rid of these now, please? I don't fucking want them."